Saturday, September 27, 2008 ♥
Anger on my Fist . @ 7:24 PM
Today was a boring day , wake up around at 10am + cause ready to get work . Last min the manager told me no work I was like " WHAT THE FUCK?! " Sian sia , I need money then no work for me . Pathetic ! Sigh ! Nvm , so afternoon kailun and company jio me go play soccer at SPC there the street soccer court . The sun was so humid till make my leg chao ta cause I was bare foot playing ! PAIN SIA make me till got blister . After that went to munmun :D HEHE Cao kuey tiao ! HAHAHAHAHA Nice sia the market there . After that 5pm + when to meet babi . Waited for her cause she need to accompany her grandma , heard that her grandma sad so need comapany . So I waited . So met her finally , then I ask her follow me go back home . Cause I am
STINK like fuck after playing soccer . So pompom finish then go down find her and give a 2 chocolate (: Then went to slack at fitness corner. Don't know what happen to her , suddenly give me those attitude. I trying my best to ask her and patient to stand it, till I really cannot take it . I ask her I want go home . Was been fine just now , yet she make my mood spoilt ? What the hell happen to her this few day ? Giving those cold shoulder to me , I a person who have a bad temper , but for her sake I tahan it . Seriously I never blame her . I want to go home to prevent I really shout at her when I promise I wont shout . So back to home luhh . Sigh , was so pissed till I slam my hand to those Light post , till now got what ?
BLEEDING now. -_- Sigh hope she understand . I really don't want throw my temper on her , so best solution go back home and punch my fist to that damn wall. So my hand is now swollen like one pig leg -.- And bleed like one water fountain -.- Sigh . Hope she can be back the cheerful side of babi I use to know . Really hope so . Everyday , asking myself , why I can stand this tolerance of her , my answer is " Cause I fall for her , no matter what , i going to stand it " Seriously this my first time I tolerate so long , saying this to just to let her know , I changing my temper . Even my ex , I can't stand it , I really will give a damn YELL to them . But she , I don't . Maybe she changed my temper . I am happy too (: Praying hard at the god that she will be fine with her exam , hope she pass her exam . This will make me happy for her . But she din know I did all this (: Cause I think is not a purpose . Babi seriously , what happen to you ? Why can't you tell me . Why I blog again ?? Cause just to write how I feel in here . Hope you see this .
And god damn it -.- I recieve a call from tanglin -_- Pcb -.- Tomorrow 9 report -_- SIANED
I shall write till here .
tata !
Labels: I trying my best for the sake of you . Do you know ?
